Adding More

If you could count the sadness in you
How many do you have?
How many more could you endure?
How big is a big heart?
How tough is a tough person?
If dream can be shattered
How many pieces can it be?
How many times can it be replaced?

I scare me in the mirror
And a whole lot more other people in their reflection of eyes
Not me carries the thrill
Just demon in them turning my gravity to hell
They’re laughing, but who gives a damn?
She’s laughing, and I’m crushed
She’s one of them, the queen bee of all demons
She’s breaking my faith
Crying my heart out with dry eyes
Freezing again in this solitary form of agony
Be the one who scared in their laughter
Changing my faith
Fading my colour
Adding more sadness