Lost Soul

You might call me typical
I’m a girl with a broken soul
Take me for granted all you want
I will be the nicest thing you’ve ever seen
Not the confidence that tells me
Just my shattered heart brings me to death
Bring me wherever I’ll be your whatever
Not my stupidity that ratifies me
Just my awareness carries me to hell
I want to be them
I want to be you
I want to be me
Once again, take me with you
Take my broken soul and shattered heart with you
I will show you how to live as one soul
I can drag myself along the way with you
And you can leave me restless by myself
There will be no grudge
There will be no vengeance
Just me trying to find my lost soul

Allow Me

Let’s not talk about me
There is the first for everything
There is the first of my fear
Nervousness for I cannot be in the place I should be
Breaking to the point of rules
Showing an absence for my appearance
I miss the whole charismatic person inside
Forget that moment
Just bring in the new one as a refreshment of my day
Not to say I reject calling the consciousness in me
For I have pulled myself out of bed in a perfect time
Let’s not put the blame on me
But allow me to ask your forgiveness
For I have stopped the words coming from your heart
Allow me to ask your forgiveness
For I want to put my ears back where I have missed
The moment I first step in
Placing my body in a proper position
The moment I do not start to hear but to listen
Not with my ears but my heart
Feel it the sun brightens as it is breaking the dusk in me
Stop that moment for I know I have seen the white in my black
From then until now some urge still comes rushing in
As I do not want to prove my shyness
As I do not want to prove my disability in giving you my voice
But once more
Allow me to ask for your mercy as it is all I can proof to you
As for your mighty heart
Allow me to say thank you for breaking the silence in me
Allow me to say thank you for melting my morning frown into laughs
Allow me to say thank you for keeping my ears down to my heart
Allow me…

My Imaginary Friend

Say hello to the wind passing through my eyes
Say hello to voiceless sound running through my ears
Say hello to the untouchable touching my skin
Becoming the best unknown space I’ve ever had
Crossing the line of reality and dreamless dream
For I cannot stand the loneliness I have had
It is me making the effort of creating something new
Someone to share all the complications
Someone to respond to all the anxiety
Call me sick for I want so
Label my name with eccentricity for I wish to
As I can breathe normally
As I can talk commonly
For no one knows who you are
For you
Say hello to my imaginary friend