Mending My Grief

My head never spin
My heart never yearns
I’m imperfect
I misjudge
My head is spinning
My heart is yearning
If I could have just one more day
You might be gone
If I could have just two more days
You are gone completely
I’m not a liar for my misfortune words
I’m a liar because you lie
Can I feel great now?
Can I feel better again?
I always know the utter answer
Right after I’m mending my grief