How Fragile You Are

Oh look how fragile you are
Telling yourself over and over again you regret this life
Hating yourself all over again like flashback memories that never perish
Apart from your disastrous judgment
There’s a sensible perception waiting to crack open
There won’t be a funeral
For you will never die
Trust me when I say
People will acknowledge your beings
Even in the dark
Even in a slump
Remember that plan?
Remember that dream?
Remember your song of excitement?
Sing it to me once more
Sing it to me at the top of your lungs
Let me hear joy other than your catastrophic cry
And let go your pain as you roar out your soul

A Pleasant Welcome

Take me to your world
I want to protect you from your own menace
Be a shield for your uncovered body
And a shelter to restore back your true colours
I want to be the shadow of your whole figure
Following every inch of your movement
I want to be the reflection of your mirror
Watching every bit of your expression
Don’t you worry about me
You have all my approval to leave me in the dark
I’ll be as light as snow falling on your shoulder
I will do you no harm and nothing but to worship you
You can shout directly at me
And I’ll whisper softly on your ear
You can strike me with your knuckle
And I’ll brush your hair gently with my fingers
All that is what I have to offer you
Greet me with a pleasant welcome
And please take me to your world

Vinegar to My Wound

I’m heading for brightness
I’m clinging for positivity
I’m dressing for acceptance
What’s good enough?
Something that isn’t me at all
I’m staying in my moment
Waiting for whatever to come
Waiting for pride waiting for a downfall
When it comes
I’ll be you escort to find me as I’m sinking to the bottom of the sea
Leave me there for a moment
Let my tears dissolve along with the water
And let my eyes be burnt by the saltiness
Put a hold on me as I swim back to the shore
Minute by minute
Second by second
Count away for it might be my revival
But for whatever to come
It’s just going to be vinegar to my wound

Lines for...

Tell me what to think
Tell me what to do
I'm your oblivion
You're free to put me under your command
I'm your slave
I'll do as you've told
Tell me now or I'll be dead as your shadow...

You're a diamond in my eyes
You shine through among others I've seen
My time belongs to you
And your body is what makes me whole
Ask me to stay and I'll stay
Ask me to leave and I'll leave

I May Die In Peace

At the same time same place last week
I was mastering my feelings
I was on top of the hill ready to fall anytime forward
At the same time same place current moment
I am losing what’s mine to feel
I am rolling down the hill as the bottom starts calling me in
Remind me again if I’ve forgotten this
But never
Never to say I’ve lost the power of perceiving
Because I haven’t
I’m ready to put away those questions mark
Left me with no answers I want to know badly
If I don’t die now I may die in peace for your worrier
Just a moment further
Just as it is not now
I may die in peace

Whenever Wherever Whatever

I have come to love you
And let this be the time I leave
You have become the blood in my vein
And let this be a knife for your escape
Fear not for you as it is for me
I fear myself to let this heart beats the way it shouldn’t
I fear myself to have delivered demons in me
So let me stay in my solitude
Not pointing my mind on you
And I promise you my memory from your tormented soul
I promise you my heart as any time you wish to have it
I promise you me
Whenever wherever whatever

Accept My Glee

I’m trying to cheer you up
But I’m sorry for I do not know how
I’m not funny or hilarious
Amusing does not seem to be the words I can use to draw a smiley on your face
For I am sad and anxious just like you
But hear me say this
Look at the clouds in the sky, sometimes they make cute patterns
Cute enough to put a smile on your crying heart
Maybe I can sing for you
Maybe I can dance with you
Or maybe I can write this for you
But what do I know
I’m just as sad and anxious as you
I’m sorry for I’ve failed this
Maybe you could put your misery in me
Let me cure it and I’ll return it back to you
I’ll be the one who suffers
And please accept my glee as a gift for you
I may make it sounds so silly
But you are too my joy
I can’t let agony is the only place you can stay in
So please,
Accept my glee for you