Welcome You

I’ve had good experiences
They’re all gone
I’ve had good fantasies
They’re just come and now they’re gone
I’m putting my body to rest
This sound comes catching my breath
Giving the heat to my body as I haul the blanket away
It’s still heat I’m feeling
My fantasies are completely gone now
Left me with my worst imagination
Trying to make contact with the cold weather
But the heat effaces my body
Let me rest now
As I welcome you again
My beloved never ending
nightmare