Sorry For This

This will not be easy
There comes the sarcastic and ignorant you
Just a simple greeting
Takes me hours just to respond back
I come in peace
Thought it would be a different way for us
Think I am wrong
Me with the demands and complications I bring you
You with the ignorant and so-called understand me
We are in different pace now
You can’t be beside me
Maybe it’s me too fast
Maybe it’s me too slow
Or maybe it’s you do not want to be beside me
Thought we were one
But you’re just being unaware
Put me down from you
That way is the best for me to recover from all these hassle
Just for you to wait
Not for you to leave me
I’m sorry for this silence I’m giving you
Doesn’t mean I don’t want to talk to you
Or maybe I am
Offer me some time to take back all my wishes from you
Wait for me showing guilt to you
Then maybe we can be usual again
Me with the curiosity and excitement towards you
You with the awareness of me